My horoscope screwed up!

GEMINI: YOUR HOROSCOPE FOR THE DAY
See this at: http://horoscopes.astrology.com/dailygemini.html

Your thoughts are vibrant and potent today, so see if you can find a good way to organize them -- or at least to get your people to help you remember them! Socializing is its own reward, too.

D A M N R A W R !

This day was a big burnout! I'm mad and this brainsick horoscope got me pissed off. "Your thoughts are vibrant and potent today" What the heck does this sentence mean? I was like arggh! mad at everything. I almost burst out with tears. It's giving me headaches. The sentence is very wrong. I'm just doing and feeling the other way around. I spaced out today in such a way that I am not aware of my surroundings. I made a mistake today and it became a total mess (and that's so confidential). But thanks to my dear friend Kia. She tried to calm my day. She told me that I'd get my ass kicked if I stay this way - ANGRY. Thanks a lot Kee!

By the way, this is just a non-sense post again. I just want to blog - as an outlet or my anger. Throw some fears and make my thoughts VIBRANT - just what my horoscope said. Sa mga nag-basa, thanks!

It's hot, I'm bored and congrats PACMAN!

Round 2? I was like wooow! when Manny won against Hitman Ricky. I was relieved, 100% RELIEVED!. Well, because of some teenage gamble that was held between me and my Kuya Dar. But I got the better luck. I won! and he promise me that he'll treat me a cheese flavored ice cream or he'll take the responsibility of doing my household chores tomorrow. He didn't decide yet but he might opt to do the second option :D SANA LANG! para wala akong gagawin bukas.

Btw, this day worth the boredom and the wait. CONGRATS MANNY! He proved again that he's a true Filipino pride plus he received a whooping 12 million dollars too. Wew! uncountable as the grains of sand huh?! and congrats to his little sidekick - Pacman the Dog . It's a sure thing that he'll have lots of foods to eat tonight.

summer love!

U P D A T E S ?

maybe, some time :D if i'm not this busy anymore. i'm enjoying my summer (sooo hott!) and spending the rest of my day with my family or friends and uhm, well, i'm also trying to get rid off my computer addiction :DD haha. i miss my OL days. oh! specially, chatting!. by the way, i'll try to UPDATE this blog as soon as possible. ENJOY YOUR SUMMER!

always be the "BEST FRIEND?"

I promise! this will be a boring and non-sense post. Wag neo na lang ituloy basahin. haha XD

"Whoever said there were plenty of fish in the sea was lying. Sometimes there's only one fish." --Ally McBeal
That's how I feel every time I'am at the end of another oh-great-guess-I'm-not-going-to-be-the-special-one-because-i-have-become-the-best-friend-again situation. I hated it (absolutely~!). I feel that the stupid guy that I was crazy about at that time is 'the one' for me (*ang corny! haha). I've wailed and wondered wheter he still have any feelings for me. He was my only chance of me getting into the 'attached' status. When I felt the end is coming, I would suddenly be confronted with the possibility of not finding 'the one' ,haha XD. I became panic-stricken and secretly hoped that I'd meet him as another guy (and without the crappy 'past') soon and that we'd get together in the RIGHT TIME.

I have an aunt on my dad's side who have never been married and don't see herself getting married in the future either. She'd mercilessly be teased during family gatherings as if being a 'dalaga' was a bad thing. I wasn't free from it. Ruthless relatives ask me if I have a boyfriend and definitely, NO! (*because I DON'T WANT TO). Well, i'm not hurrying and i don't want to enter any relationships for now. I just want that extra affection and that's it.

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I wonder, when would the day that i will become the 'girl' come? why he didn't notice me (again)? or was i not attractive?, haha. Like a lightning bolt from the sky, it hit me. WILL I ALWAYS BE THE BEST FRIEND? lol.