always be the "BEST FRIEND?"

I promise! this will be a boring and non-sense post. Wag neo na lang ituloy basahin. haha XD

"Whoever said there were plenty of fish in the sea was lying. Sometimes there's only one fish." --Ally McBeal
That's how I feel every time I'am at the end of another oh-great-guess-I'm-not-going-to-be-the-special-one-because-i-have-become-the-best-friend-again situation. I hated it (absolutely~!). I feel that the stupid guy that I was crazy about at that time is 'the one' for me (*ang corny! haha). I've wailed and wondered wheter he still have any feelings for me. He was my only chance of me getting into the 'attached' status. When I felt the end is coming, I would suddenly be confronted with the possibility of not finding 'the one' ,haha XD. I became panic-stricken and secretly hoped that I'd meet him as another guy (and without the crappy 'past') soon and that we'd get together in the RIGHT TIME.

I have an aunt on my dad's side who have never been married and don't see herself getting married in the future either. She'd mercilessly be teased during family gatherings as if being a 'dalaga' was a bad thing. I wasn't free from it. Ruthless relatives ask me if I have a boyfriend and definitely, NO! (*because I DON'T WANT TO). Well, i'm not hurrying and i don't want to enter any relationships for now. I just want that extra affection and that's it.

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I wonder, when would the day that i will become the 'girl' come? why he didn't notice me (again)? or was i not attractive?, haha. Like a lightning bolt from the sky, it hit me. WILL I ALWAYS BE THE BEST FRIEND? lol.

UNTITLED POST [1]

[november-21-2008:6pm-3am:november-22-2008]

I'm bored so I decided to spend my day yesterday for watching stuffs on the net (*a marathon).

I spent almost 9 hours in front of my computer just to watch 'why why love' (*and drool over joshua and joseph, lol XD) . Haha, the drama is fun and cool and i became addicted to it. I can no longer wait for the bell to ring for the dismissal and I can no longer take the 1 hour traffic along ortigas ave. (*what a boredome!) just to watch it every day. By the way, i already finished 10/15 episodes of it. 5 episodes to go and i decided to watch it all today (*excited na ko).

HATE SUZAKU KURURUGI!

I became curious of Code Geass's ending. I can't find any site where i can watch it for free. Btw, thanks to Youtube.com for a clip of it. Speaking of the ending, I really hate it (*crap!). Arggh, I never thought that Lelouch will die. SUZAKU is a freak!. I never thought that he'll kill Lelouch. He's a dopey and such a wreck ~and I hate him!. Poor lelouch and i felt sorry for CC, i always thought of her pair-up with him. Well, I expected a nice ending of it (*not the irony!). Even if it's hard (*really hard!),I love Code Geass specially Lelouch , i have to accept it though.


Why UNTITLED POST? nothing , i'm just too lazy to think of what will be the title of this post. Btw,Thanks for reading.

MORALITY CHECK

Almost all of our actions have hidden intentions. Most often than not it is for our own benefit. An example of this is the announcement of our President, almost 4 years ago, that she will run, despite her Rizal Day declaration. Her allies merely describes it as a political strategy. With the frenzy going on in the government and with all the gimmicks and "front acts", it is very hard to look for the person that is truly worth your vote. The youth is starting to lose hope here in the Philippines. We are starting to doubt if we can still have a better future here. With the people running the government, what kind of hope do you expect?. If the youth, the so called "HOPE OF THE NATION", can no longer see the beauty of staying here, we are next to be doomed.

This incoherent action does not only exist in the political quagmire of the Philippines. These actions can be found almost everywhere. There are organizations and people, who greed for power and cupidity wants to hold on to power no matter what.

Our moral is now being challenged, if we can still hold on to it.

Our leaders may be living an immortal lifestyle but let us not allow ourselves to be like them. The country can no longer suffer another fatal blow. This is the time to heal our nation, let us not waste another chance in the coming election. If this still fails, we are a country of IDIOTS that choose popularity than ability.

MORALITY is a big word; it takes a lot of guts to say you are living within that conformity.

It is badly needed by the people in authority. If you wash your hands in the dispute between the powerless and the powerful, you are not being neutral. You are siding with the powerful.

We nailed someone on the cross to be our example. We should prove to the poor MAN that he didn't die for nothing.

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This is supposed to be my speech in my English subject. I thought it will happen on the same day that it's announced. So I didn't prepare that much!. I think this speech is quite inappropriate based on the issues nowadays to tackle. Heheh, I forgot that the next election will be on 2010! (*naging advance ako masyado)

These are right "If this still fails, we are a country of IDIOTS that choose popularity than ability" and "OUR MORAL IS NOW BEING CHALLENGED". So think about it.

Btw, even though it's an elementary-like speech. I hope it makes sense to you. Thanks for reading this.

a lazy post!

Hmf! I'm quite busy in our school (erhhm XD) and so lazy to make a sensible post. Maybe next time I'll post a better one (not a non-sense post like this!). Chemistry! trigonometry! I kinda messed up with these subjects and I really need to cope up with the lessons and "study"?.

Btw, a non-sense post again (TRASH!). Bye , keep safe

japanese=addiction

こんにちは

[ thuu nihon addiction ]

[ KAWAII - CUTE ]

Yamashita tomohisa, shun oguri, jin akanishi, yuto Nakajima, ryosuke yamada, ninomiya kazunari, kanata hongo, jun matsumoto, miyavi, hiroto,junnosuke taguchi, takuya kimura, koike teppei and of course IKUTA TOMA (the uttermost addiction of mine).


These guys are my most liked haiyuu (actor) and of course, these guys is a bunch of cutesy! (*sobrang sobra, haay!). I always search them in the net (and all over again lol), make them my desktop wallpaper and keep drooling on their pics (*at lagi). I liked them not just because of their looks (*whoaa!) but also because of their versatility and also their nationality is concerned.

By the way, thanks to johnny kitagawa a lot XD.


[ ONGAKU - MUSIC ]

Asian Kung-fu genaration, utada hikaru, the gazette, KAT-TUN, miyavi, UVERworld, orange range, JUNE, ai otsuka, yui, shimokawa mikuni and alice nine. I'm musically inclined so there's a reason to fall in love with these people. I like japanese songs very much. Even though i can't really understand what do the lyrics mean (*depends on romanji translation lol XD), i like it, it sounds nice and new to the ears.

[ GEINOU - ENTERTAINMENT ]

I really love Hanazakarino kimitachi e /hana kimi (*whoaa, shuichi nakatsu!), Hana yori dango, Nobuta wo produce, Akihabara @ deep,Zettai Kareshi ,Kimi wa petto, Proposal daisakusen, Gokusen and Kurosagi. I like Hana kimi (and nakatsu shuichi lol XD) the best and i'm addicted to it (and him haha). In terms of movies, i don't watch that much but I really like Battle royale and L change the world.

True - I'm addicted with manga, i've read a lot but ZETTAI KARESHI is the best. I am also addicted with anime but i'm too lazy to specify my favorites. I'll just prefer Fushigi Yuugi as my fave.

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It seems that my 'japanese stuff' addiction is relapsing and it is uttermost now! (*kaadikan). I don't know what is special about japanese stuffs and in the surface of japan. I just loved them and still loving them. Even though it's an obvious xenophilia,
I JUST CAN'T STOP LIKING THEM but of course nothing's gonna change, *mas mahal ko parin ang pinas!

SAYONARA!

when Ü reacts

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“Akala nyo palagi akong masaya? Kapag wala na kayong masabi ako na lang lagi ang ginagamit nyo. Napapagod rin naman ako”

--Ü


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Lol, sorry Ü. I've been using you too much. (*Oo nga, pag wala na kong mareply, puro Ü na lang ang nirereply ko haha, kahit sa mga gm), I always insert Ü automatically in my group messages.

This made me feel guilty? and laugh. Btw, this is a non-sense post Ü. I'm quite lazy to post a long one.

halloween jaunt before going to HELL again

SEMENTERYO - CEMETERY

• boring! boring! boring!
• overcrowded (grabe!)
• nakakahilo! (an effect of too much walking)
• puro kandila, puro flowers.
• ang raming langgam (*and the worst, it bites)
• walang maupuan!
  
• you are obliged to say 'tabi tabi po' a million times.
• ang putik sa looban! (NOTE: just wear shorts and close footwear!)
• nakakaligaw (the cemetery seems to be a maze!)
• tranquil? (*noon)
• clattery! (*ngayon)
• nakakagutom (NOTE: bring packed snacks and drinks)
• a perfect place to be tired out.

7:00 am , we went to north cemetery yesterday to visit our couz dash, couz ate flor and lolo. NAKAKAPAGOD! ,NAKAKAPAGOD! at NAKAKAPAGOD!. Then after it, we went to holy cross cemetery to visit my lolo - father side (*8 pm na ata kami nakauwi). Even though those two cemeteries are really boring!. It was extremely fun in my cousin's house. I had lots of fun there. If only I can wish a longer sembreak as a bonus, I WILL!!!.

I'm going back to HELL again! (at nakakainis!). Oh, I remember, this is life. Expect sh*ts ,ayt?. Haay. Now, I'm gonna take a sleep and dream the most beautiful dream tonight (*and asssume that it'll be the last). Balik sakit ng ulo na naman bukas! at TEST RESULTS! Good luck! Bye.

anger management (?)

GALIT - anger, damnation, hatred, adj. hostile, indignation, adj. irate, ire, adj. mad, rage, rancor, resentment, vexation, wrath.


[uhmm, what the hell is anger?]


[FOR ME?]


Anger is a complex motion. We are often frightened by our anger when we let out in destructive ways. On the other hand, we can also feel the effects of holding in our anger. Like an upset stomach, pressure , headaches (*like the feeling of a blasting brain,damn).

Finding a proper balance and expressing our anger constructively are important but difficult emotional tasks. Duh, we are not born with an instinctive knowledge of how to focus on it or use it for our benefit or what. That is something that must be learned.

[BASED ON FACTS]


Anger is part of the fight/flight brain response to the perceived threat of pain. When a person makes the cognitive choice to take action to immediately stop the threatening/painful behavior of another (person or organization, or any outside force) anger (as opposed to fear) becomes the predominant feeling, with behavioral, cognitive and physiological correlates.


[anger! anger!]

To feel anger is neither good or bad. It is what we do with our anger, how we act when we are angry is so important. For example when we lash out in anger, later we may feel worse in remorse. However, when we discuss our hurt when someone who is understanding, we may feel better. And talking with the person who caused the hurt in the first place may create a stronger bond between you and that person.

It is difficult to a teenager like me to make the distinction between the emotion of anger and what is done with that anger. To a teenager, they are one and the same. Nevertheless, a teenager needs to learn the difference between the two.

We can control ourselves that we can feel angry and express our blames , yet not be destructive. In other words, it is O.K. to be angry, but it is not O.K. to behave in a destructive manner out of anger.

It is very important to make this distinction with yourself. We should not be chastised for feeling angry, only for destructive behavior. Eventually, we will learn the difference between feeling angry and acting out anger in harmful ways.


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This is an old post from my former blog --> http://route21oneway.blogspot.com (*i'm sooo.. lazy that's why i posted this thing again lol XD).

I remember the time when I felt the most intense anger that I ever had before. My friends are concerned in that conflict so that's why I'm so angry about that sh*t person who started it. We even fought with offensvie words (*haha, but not the PIM thing). Kahit sa gm!. I hated him so much at that time (*kasi at that time, napaka-defensive niya sa sarili niya). He even insisted that we're the one who is wrong (*kahit naman obvious na sa bunganga niya galing lahat ng kasinungalingan). Until he realized that he's the real crap, nag sorry naman siya and I accepted it (*and now we're even friends haha). I also said sorry because actually, me kasalanan rin ako, ayt?. I lashed out mean words at him and that's really bad.

Super panget talaga ng feeling ng nagagalit. Imagine, I didn't sleep dahil sa kakaputak sa kanya (*haha). However, it feels great to handle that kind of situation. It's a way for me to know if I'm matured enough to be engaged in that kind of conflicts and of course, to get through with it.

Don't be carried away by your anger.
Para sakin, mas magandang maging masaya

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i ♥ franklin

[my status]
missing franklin a lot!

[franklin]
I really miss you very much. Haha, trip ko lang gumawa ng t-shirt. I really miss you so much, I really miss you so much, I really miss you so much and I love you a lot.

According to what are printed on the t-shirt:

• makulit
• pasaway
• CUTE
  
• matigas ang ulo!
• hot
• responsible
• we rock
• walang iwanan!!!
• astig
• #1
• sosyal...at sosyal ulit (*haha)

Di naman ako nagsisinungaling diba? (*maliban lang ata sa responsible? haha, sinama ko na, wala na kong ma-isip eh ,lol). I always feel calm and happy whenever I'm with you franklin. I hope our distance will never interfere our bonds. Mga pasaway!!!, I miss you a lot

--luch Ü

maling akala (get rid of it!)

[thuu story]

"A woman suspects her husband is cheating on her. One day, she dials her home and was answered by unknown voice. The woman asked, "Who is this?".

"This is the maid," answers the voice on the other line. "We don't have a maid!," says the woman. The maid says, "I was hired this morning by the man of the house. The woman says, "Well, this is her wife. Is he there?"

The maid replies ,"He is upstairs in the bedroom with someone who I figured was his wife". The woman is fuming. She told the maid, "Listen, would you like a P500,000 be in your hand?". The maid says, "What will I have to do?". The woman tells her, "I want you to get my gun from my desk and shoot the jerk and the witch he's with!!!".

The maid puts the phone down, the woman hears footsteps and gunshots. The maid comes back to the phone and asks, "What do I do with the bodies?". The woman says "Throw them in the swimming pool!!". Puzzled, the maid answers "But there's no pool here".


A LONG PAUSE AND THE WOMAN ASKS "IS THIS 832-4821?"


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[thuu lesson?]

Do not make decisions nor accuse a person at the height of your emotions and specially, "don't be judgmental" (*wag kang humusga kaagad agad ng isang tao).

[for myself?]

I want to be less judgmental, but at the same time, I know it’s not realistic to try to completely stop judging people. In my opinion, it’s an instinct. But what I can do is keep an open mind and always try to find something good about each person.

I always challenge myself to be less judgmental. When i catch myself doing it, I ask myself why I would jump to such a conclusion. what has made me biased in this way?
I actually feel a lot better since I’ve been working on it. Being more accepting of others helps you be more accepting of yourself. There is definitely a strong connection between them and i also think less judgmental people are more intelligent *sigh*. They see things with open minds. they don’t leave any option out. they find truth. This is kind of ironic seeing as judgmental people usually think they know everything :). Ayokong humusga ng isang tao basta basta lamang without any basis. Judging a person is wrong (*definitely mali!)

[for the backstabbers]

Back-off losers!. Don't say mean things at the back of a person at (*worst) lalo na kung hindi mo siya talaga kilala. Try putting yourself in his/her shoes. It's so hard to be backstabbed and accused by lots of people. It hurts the person a lot. With every atrocious words that you throw at that person, you are also slowly ruining that person's positive outlook in life and self-confidence (*at napaka insensitive mo!). Try to know the person more before judging. Judging without any basis is a crap. If you're a human enough (*or a wise animal though lol XD), you know what I mean, right?. So don't be judgemental. Be an open-minded person. Don't be so stupid.

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I hope you like the story. Natutuwa talaga ako nung nabasa ko. "Don't be judgmental", that's the best lesson that I think I can get from it.

Wag magpadala sa maling akala, it can lead you to awful situations.

--luch Ü

who am i?

I am outgoing, understanding and happy.
I think I'm inlove (weeeee^^).
I know what I want.
I want Ikuta Toma!!!.
I have a sense of humor^^.
I wish I can witness a miracle someday.
I feel happy to have a complete family.
I love my friends so much.
I hate nasty backstabbers, false publicity, liar and waking up early!.
I fear that someone would die in front of me .
I hear my mom's voice from the kitchen, making up some conversation with my sis.
I search for 'true' friends.
I regret not being able to follow my mom often.
I always crave for Ikuta toma, chocolates, milk shake and plato wraps^^(*hungry)
I always listen to music, everyday.
I never smoke nor drink hard liquor. Bad for the health.
I am not PUNCTUAL.
I cannot hang out all by myself, I always want company.
I fight back when I'm provoked.
I confuse myself sometimes.
I need to see Ikuta Toma^^, urgent!.
I dance hip-hop or any modern dance.
I sing in the bathroom or if there's no one around & not in public, singing in public scares me...a lot.
I cry when I am in a deep problem or if I am carried away with my heart.
I should be humble all the time.
I am happy if I'm with my love ones.
I am currently making a post on my blog^^.


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actually, this is an old post from my former blog http://route21oneway.blogspot.com. I just posted this for you to know some things 'bout me (o yes, to know me a lil' bit ^^). nice to meet you, salamat sa pagbabasa. *hugs*

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welcome to a newbie blog :)

(*tenen!!!*)



WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG :)
http://theprettywasted.blogspot.com

Hya! this is my new blog. Actually, I just moved from my old blog --> http://route21oneway.blogspot.com/ . I hope you'll like this one. I'll update more if I have time, I'm kinda 'busy' (lol XD) for school.

By the way, thanks for visiting. *hugs*

--luch Ü